Distant Promise

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This is mainly my Koyatofan fiction journal, but I also write personal entries.
If you're adding me for fic updates only, that's fine, but I won't add you back. If you want to read my personal entries too, please comment on this entry.


Fan Fiction Archive:
Multi-chapter (completed)
The Everglow (Koyama x Shige) - Rating: PG-R. - Summary: Two best friends that cross a line and find their way.
 Chapter I, Chapter II, Chapter III, Chapter IV, Chapter V (final) - I'm re-writing this when I find the time. It's friends only for now. If you want to read it, add me and I'll add you back.
It's up to you (Koyama x Shige) - Rating PG/Rish - Summary: Koyama's and Shige's trip to New York.
 Prologue, Chapter I, Chapter II, Chapter III, Chapter IV, Chapter V, Chapter VI, Chapter VII, Epilogue
The Unforgiven (Koyama x Shige)- Rating: PG/R - Summary: Koyama's true self is hidden, even from his best friend.
Prologue, Chapter I, Chapter II, Chapter III, Chapter IV, Chapter V, Chapter VI, Epilogue
Multi-chapter (incomplete)
none right now

One-shots:
That's what they say (Koyama x Shige) - Rating: PG - Summary: Something that came to me when I heard that Shige had finally gone back to brown hair!
Popcorn (Koyama x Shige) - Rating: PG - Summary: A night at the movies :)

Prompts for je_prompts

001.	Push	002.	Young	003.	Confess	004.	Over	005.	Lead
006.	Light	007.	Crave	008.	December	009.	Past	010.	Space
011.	Between	012.	Plan	013.	Future	014.	Lie	015.	No
016.	Miss	017.	Delete	018.	Phone	019.	Umbrella	020.	Side
021.	Close	022.	Decide	023.	Car	024.	Road	025.	Swirl
026.	Practice	027.	Perfect	028.	Toast	029.	Season	030.	Sink
031.	Gene	032.	Give	033.	Books	034.	Public	035.	Family
036.	Death	037.	Pack	038.	Replace	039.	Heat	040.	Ink
041.	Cold	042.	Win	043.	Cards	044.	Cafe	045.	Old
046.	Lose	047.	Cat	048.	Window	049.	Code	050.	Writers' Choice

25 50 Koyashige-Fics. 

FIC!!
This used to be a fic journal.
Let's use it like one again.


I tried something different today, and I'm sorry, it's not cute or sappy. I'll write cute and sappy again when I'm in the mood again. This is a one-shot that consists of different prompts.


Title: Never let me down again
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompts: Plan, Swirl, Pack, Lie, Sink, Code, Car, Lead
Word Count: 1.137 all together
Rating: PG-Rish
Summary: There's no real plot. But there's a lot going on.

( #12 - Plan )

( #25 - Swirl )

( #37 - Pack )

( #14 - Lie )

( #30 - Sink )

( #49 - Code )

( #23 - Car )

( #5 - Lead )

Uwa. I haven't written in a very long time.
sere_chan although you've been waiting for a while, ... once you read your fic, you know why it's taking me so long to finish it XD I'm sorry. But hey, you have Kat-Tun concerts, so I assume you won't be too sad ;)

Anyway. A comment in another journal about Koyashige and the way their interacting changed made me think about another multi-chapter. I have zero time for that right now, since I'm moving next week and have a lot of stuff to do. And I'm totally out of my writing-mode. I need to get into it again and that's why I only wrote some drabbles right now. I really want to write and release some creative energy, but my mind has been occupied with other things. Also I'm not going into all "I hate my writing"-mode, because this time it's not completely true. I got one A and one A-B for my essays I had to write for university and an A for my presentation last week. It helps to push my ego a little, but when it comes to creative writing, I have to get "in the mood again". So please excuse the random- and lameness of these XD

Title: More prompts, no title.
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompts: Practice, Cat, Season, Family, Push.
Word Count: 1.209 all together
Rating: PG-Rish
Summary: Lots and lots of Koyashige love ;)

( #26 - Practice )

( #47 - Cat )

( #35 - Family )

( #29 - Season )

( #1 - Push )

I know, it's been ages.
Yes, I live.
No, I don't want to talk about it right now. Friends - I'm going to post tomorrow and explain and talk and get things off my mind.

This is a birthday present, sere_chan, yours is coming as soon as I find time to type it. I wrote it on the train today.

Title: Coin toss
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompts: #40 - Ink
Word Count: 1.494
Rating: PG
Summary: For ivonnemcgruder! Happy belated birthday!

( What's the most you have ever lost in a coin toss? )

Yeah~ so I decided to complete the table.
I won't write really long ones for this, though. I'm kind of dissatisfied with my writing and with everything, as it is.
So... I'm lame and post things I wrote for the anon-meme and things like that, but oh well, enjoy it anyway ;)

Title: Rest of the prompts..
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompts: Umbrella, Gene, Young, Space, Decide, Light, Side.
Word Count: 3.315 all together
Rating: PG-Rish
Summary: Uh yeah. Lots of Koyashige, lots of fluff, some fail-almost-smut and all that.

( #19 - Umbrella )

( #31 - Gene )

( #2 - Young )

( #10 - Space )

( #22 - Decide )

( #6 - Light )

( #20 - Side )

I'm done :)


Title: Someone else
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompt: #42 - Win
Word Count: 1.341
Rating: PG
Summary: It's the answer to the very first prompt I wrote. Find it here.

( Everything is going to be different from now on. )

Inspired by this. Yes. Rumors. XD

Title: Alibi
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompt: #15 - No
Word Count: 1.357
Rating: PG
Summary: For aya_3003 without a really big story but with fluff and crack and all that jazz.

( Why not... )

It's been so long since I wrote a prompt... Oh man. I missed it.
And I'm in the perfect mood for fluff. People who know me know what that says about my real mood, ne... ;)

____

Okay. Inspired by this j-web entry. And by Shige's essay about New York, for which I have lost the link which I already linked in "It's up to you" but will like again here.


Title: Lullaby
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompt: #11 - Between
Word Count: 2.436
Rating: PG
Summary: For ivonnemcgruder because I promised her fluff to take away the exam stress, ne ;)

How come my epilogue is longer than the last chapter? Anyway... sorry for not updating. Finals are killing me.
But somehow I wanted to write tonight, even after the hell of the day I've been having... So here it is.
It's done.
This is the ending ;) For real!!!


Title: The Unforgiven
Author: unfenced_fire
Pairing: Koyama x Shige (NEWS)
Words: 1006
Genre: Angst, Friendship, maybe Romance
Rating: PG
Summary: Koyama has experienced something in his past to make him afraid of trust. Summary fail. Read it. ;)
Previous Chapters:
Prologue
Chapter I
Chapter II
Chapter III
Chapter IV
Chapter V
Chapter VI

( Epilogue )

This is closer to the actual ending I planned, and it's just a short scene, actually.
I'm not sure when I'll post the epilogue, maybe I'll even write it now...
So I hope you all enjoyed this story... I really loved writing it and I must say, I'm very insecure about posting it, because it's so personal and because I worked so hard on it, too... Enjoy :)


Title: The Unforgiven
Author: unfenced_fire
Pairing: Koyama x Shige (NEWS)
Words: 974
Genre: Angst, Friendship, maybe Romance
Rating: PG
Summary: Koyama has experienced something in his past to make him afraid of trust. Summary fail. Read it. ;)
Previous Chapters:
Prologue
Chapter I
Chapter II
Chapter III
Chapter IV
Chapter V

( Chapter VI )

Okay. There will be two... epiogues? This is the final real chapter. This is how it actually ends. But I still need to write two small scenes.
Sorry it took long... well long for me, since I'm used to update daily now. Finals and the breakdown around new year's have soaked out my creativity. This was done with the help of the new "Unforgiven" song, which is ... breathtaking. Really breathtaking.
Angsty, very angsty.


Title: The Unforgiven
Author: unfenced_fire
Pairing: Koyama x Shige (NEWS)
Words: 2.486
Genre: Angst, Friendship, maybe Romance
Rating: PG
Summary: Koyama has experienced something in his past to make him afraid of trust. Summary fail. Read it. ;)
Previous Chapters:
Prologue
Chapter I
Chapter II
Chapter III
Chapter IV

( Chapter V )

LAST CHAPTER! ... for the year.
Sorry. I'm really depressed right now~ This isn't nice at all.
But surprising? Maybe.


Title: The Unforgiven
Author: unfenced_fire
Pairing: Koyama x Shige (NEWS)
Words: 2.721
Genre: Angst, Friendship, maybe Romance
Rating: R!!!
Summary: Koyama has experienced something in his past to make him afraid of trust. Summary fail. Read it. ;)
Previous Chapters:
Prologue
Chapter I
Chapter II
Chapter III

( Chapter IV )

Okay, okay...


Title: Catch
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompt: #27 - Perfect
Word Count: 1.205
Rating: PG
Summary: No big story, really... eh... I just suck at summaries!

For dark3princess ! Happy birthday, hun! I hope you like your present!!!
Have a really great day! Thank you so much for caring and for cheering me up, I'm really happy I got to know you :)
Enjoy - this is ONLY for you :)

( This is too perfect. )

This is friends-only for a few days.
Merry Christmas everyone!


Title: Close
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompt: #21 - Close
Word Count: 716
Rating: PG
Summary: Sequel to "Window"

( Merry Christmas, Kei. )

Quick fluff. Fail. I'm out of sugar for today and I wrote too much.
Anyway.
I wrote it for synthesizia and I hope she likes it :)

Title: Night sky
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompt: #48 - Window
Word Count: 780
Rating: PG
Summary: No big story, really.

( Come back to bed. )

So this one is... long and still very angsty.



Title: The Unforgiven
Author: unfenced_fire
Pairing: Koyama x Shige (NEWS)
Words: 2.721
Genre: Angst, Friendship, maybe Romance
Rating: PG-13/15
Summary: Koyama has experienced something in his past to make him afraid of trust. Summary fail. Read it. ;)
Previous Chapters:
Prologue
Chapter I
Chapter II

( Chapter III )

It's quarter to two, I have nothing to do. So I ryhme. Or better. I write fluff. Short fluff. But FLUFF. NO ANGST! YAY!


Title: Cappucino
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompt: #44 - Café
Word Count: 442
Rating: PG
Summary: Like I need to summarize it...

( Coffee... )

So here it is!
I planned it in detail and yet it took me longer to write than I expected it to be.
Although this story is slow, I think I'll only have 5 chapters. So far, that's the plan. But I know me and I know that I won't keep that promise *lol*
Anyway..



Title: The Unforgiven
Author: unfenced_fire
Pairing: Koyama x Shige (NEWS)
Words: 1.748
Genre: Angst, Friendship, maybe Romance
Rating: PG-13/15
Summary: Koyama has experienced something in his past to make him afraid of trust. Summary fail. Read it. ;)

( Chapter II )

I'm sorry for this T_T


Title: A story
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompt: #36 - Death
Word Count: 870
Rating: PG
Summary: It's rather short, so ...

( Tell me a story )

Quickly posting before I'm heading out to go swimming ^.^

Title: Promises
Group/pairing: NewS / Koyama x Shige
Prompt: #24 - Road
Word Count: 1.356
Rating: PG
Summary: Sequel to "Phone"

( Can we meet? The usual place. )